November 11 Update
NEWEST RENDER:
OBJECTIVES:
Try new ways of rendering the video - putting the clips in different orders - experiment with sound - try to figure out a lose narrative (even a super abstract one) that people can follow so that there is something to understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEDIA:
These days I have been visiting the strand to extract them of their resources being the artists books. Through this method of opening and observing books I have found some new artists I am inspired by:
Gilbert and George
Blachon
Oyvind Fahlstrom
Maurice Sendak
And I didn't realize Brian Eno doesn't only do music but crazy visuals!
With this whirlwind of book obsession I have chose to read The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus which is so far very interesting and definitely inspiring in terms of my existential thought and dealing with the absurd - life - living - ect.
Other inspiring things: Don Cherry ....Observing life with few screens and influences from socials.
My state of mind is insane these days - I animated on a vase but I have also made the most terrifying humongous vase that has nothing to do with thesis but as a sort of fried way of analyzing how I feel about life at the moment. All sort of around fetish, intimacy, trauma, stuff like that, my general disgust in everything right now as dramatic as it is.
Struggling with: currently emotions as always but also with my thesis, since all my animations are sequences that are rather short it brings up the question of what? and why? Yes I am exploring but why? Why am I working in this way? I need to analyze the way I work. The peer reviews were very insightful and attached are helpful notes from them.
DIGITAL NOTES:
Remove extra frames in reels
Bigger screen
Ask Mamie to voice her biography
Fix ending - figure out mediums and aspect ratios
Unifying factor - sound
Communicate expirence
different dialogues for the different styles